I'm not self conscious about other people reading it. That really doesn't bother me. But what happened was that I started re-reading my past blog posts. Over looking all the grammatical and spelling errors, the content just made me cringe. And when I would go to post something on my blog I would get that shivery, goosebump, cringey feeling that you get when you see someone doing something embarrassing, like when you used to watch Neighbours and Toadie is about to ask some girl, way out of his league, out on a date, and all you want to do is cringe and hide and change the channel but I can't change the channel because this is my life and the batteries in the remote are dead.
So what to do? Kill the blog? Examine why I find it so cringe-worthy? Write better? Hmmm...they all seem to drastic. I think I am just going to write stuff that is a little more closely related to my life rather than my brain (if that at all makes any sense). We will see. (Though ranting on soup and spelling errors will remain intact!)